So today was a rather irritating day. My interne connection is killing me. I am a myspace freak. I couldn't get on all day, then finally to my udder joy... I got on... only to find out that there was NOTHING interesting. I, like everyone else on there, am a myspace stalker. I check ot my neighbor's page, my ex husband's page, and religiously check my son's step mother's page... for anything to add joy to my day. Like, oh... say, a really bad picture so that I can rest assured that I am better in so many ways. That was harsh. I don't mean better... I mean better suited for my ex husband. Ohhhhh. no. We've been down that road, it isn't going to work with us.. he's a liar and a cheat. But, for my own selfish pleasure, I like to think that he pines away for me. What? You don't believe me?? lol.
Luckily, I have my fiance. A man that actually loves me. As opposed to my EXH (ex husband). Yes, my fiance (MM). Well, depends on who you ask.... see.. he's still planning the who proposal thing.. again. It's a funny thig. I have a ring on my finger.. a ring that was supposed to be a "promise ring" until he informed everyone (to my suprise) that we were getting married! We were engaged.... soooo. If thats what you call a proposal. We were in the mall parking lot.. in the CAR. oh. yeah. I'm not kidding You can't make this stuff up!He had his little speech about how this an engagement ring.... and then...BAM!! All of a sudden, he's running around telling ppl we are engaged. So, he felt bad, I guess, either that or my insisting on it.. haha.. he's devised a cunning suprise. So he thinks. I've figured him out. He asks too many questions. So, I won;t be suprised, like I thought I would.
We're going away this weekend. Monkey is going to his dad's (EXH) tomorrow night. I hate that he goes every weekend, most kid go everyother weekend... but I try to tell myself it's not about what I want.. its about what's best for him. He gets to see his siblings... EXH has three other children.. a daughter from a relationship before we were married (almost 5), then there's our Monkey (3)....then two children with his now wife...(SM) they are 18 months and 3 months. Yeah, he moves quickly, people. Don't ask.
Monkey has been sick this week. I'm not sure what is going on. He's sick, then he's better, then he's sick.. ect. Sunday he threw up and had diarhea, and all week long he's had a bellyache.. some diarhea, OMG! I almost forgot...
My story of the WEEK! We had a time, let me tell you.. on Monday. We had to go to court for a visitation hearing for MM's boys. He finally gets visitations with them again, after a few years.. (yeah, long story.. their mother gave them to the state and MM was in another state at the time... couldn't get them... got into trouble.. long story..) SO, to kill time before we had to be at the courthouse, we went to the mall. Monkey and I were in Payless Shoes, and MM went to the sporting goods store. Well, like I said bfore, Monkey has had a bit of diarhea this week. Soooo. Yeah. We were standing there in the aisle, and heard him go, "uhhhhh....mommy?" Yes, people. He crapped all down his legs, onto his shoes, onto the carpet. He was NOT impressed. See, he's finally gotten to a point in potty training where he wears his underwear, and he knows when he has togo, he hasn't had an accident in over a month, and he didn't understand where this came from!!! He didn;t know it was coming! He was so upset... poor guy. So, the nice sales lady offered to let us use the employee bathroom (as opposed to what? stand there and look stupid with a three year old covered in poop???!! Of COURSE I want to use the restroom!) So, I called MM to come assist me and get the extra clothes I had remembered to bring ( thank GOD!). He started YELLING at me!!! OMG I was so beyond needing this... so I hung up on him! Oh, needless to sa, we created our own little special family moment right there in the Payless bathroom. Him yelling at me for hanging up, me trying to clean up a half naked little boy, and poor Monkey.. just standing there, upset and confused. I told MM NOT to yell... about anyhting, bc Monkey would think he was upset about the situation (ie. poop in public). oh, what a day. We eventually got him cleaned up, thanked the lovely saff and went on our way. FUN, FUN. Let me tell you.
OOOOOhhhhh. And that was just the beginning of a crappy week. Thank God we are getting away this weekend. Between MM working on average, 120+ hrs. in two weeks, and my trying to organize the house (who's bright idea was that anyway???) Life's been hectic. Oh, gambling taek me away. Atleast for the weekend!!!!
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